My Side

My Strength: my Confidence [not any Administrative or Political Position]

My Weakness: -Doubt [Fear of the UnKnown and the UnExpected]

My Wealth: my Good Health [not Money or Fixed Deposits]

Most Important thing for me: Respiration [Breathe In, Breathe Out]

   I find more Joy in Making Others Feel Important than Humiliating or Defeating them [in a Contest or A Competition]

My Best Friend: I myself and my Right Decisions [not the Angel who will help me 'One Day' in Crisis]

My Biggest Enemy: I myself and my Wrong Decisions [not the Devil who will exterminate me 'One Day']


The Poorest person is the man without any Dream [not WITHOUT Money]


My Logical Fallacy: I'm Good and Honest so every person I meet will treat me the 'Same Way' [The World has its own 'Style of Doing Things']


I feel Helpless when I have to "Act in Real Life" [However, I would Love to Act in Films!]


This WORLD follows: When in Rome Do as the Romans Do [When in Water, Swim like a Fish]


   It Hurts: When people call me an 'Idiot' for giving them 'UnSought Advice' [However, they do Benefit from the same piece of Advice, but never Acknowledge my Worth]

My Best Weapon: well Honed Logic [It is 'Sharper than Knife' and 'Faster than Bullet']


Sometimes Blood Relatives cause the most Brutal BloodShed

Sometimes Friends conspire and become BackStabbing Bastards


   'FriendShip' is a Debate in which everybody wants to participate Enthusiastically. Exceptions are Everywhere. In Reality, it is just a Fantasy.

The Futility of Being Human

* wE Humans don't want to be Cheated, but without cheating others we don't get that feeling of 'Real' Bliss.

* We have coined several terms like Technology, Growth, GDP, Science, Talent, Respect, Glory, Duty, Devotion, Merit, Language, Commitment, Honesty, Friendship etc. only to 'Cheat and Befool' fellow humans.

* Schooling, College and other means of Learning are devised only to facilitate 'Adaptation'. However, even after 15 years of 'Training', we have more Crimes, Conspiracies and Conflicts!

* We have robbed our Children of their ChildHood in the name of Education. As a result, the Society is filled with 'Pseudo Intellectuals' possessing 'WorthLess Paper Degrees'.

* Everything and Everybody leading to Earning Money either directly or indirectly is always Respected and vice versa.

* Every human activity has successfully Diversified into an Industry. Now, we have War Industry, Terror Industry and Food Industry. Education and Medicine Industry, too. It's all about Money and Business.

* Materialism has mercilessly Assassinated true Love and Affection.

* Nowadays, a Girl doesn't marry a Boy. Actually, one set of Opportunities ties knot with another package of Luxuries. This is no more a Holy Bond, but a 'Designed Deal'. A 'Give and Take' Contract.

* Sympathy is another fake term coined only to Seek true joy IN others' Sufferings.

* The sole criterion of Success is Material Possession and the ability to Dominate Others.

* We have discarded our Real World. We live under the Illusion of Pseudo Reality. We need Imaginary Scenes, Fiction and fake Films to be Happy. We neglect our Present, but feel Great to watch LIVE 'Sponsored Reality'.

* BootLickers and Flatterers are called 'Supporters'. 'WhistleBlowers' are called Enemies.

Y the YOUTH have 2 Prove and Explain everything Everytime

"What's wrong with the Youth?"

"What has happened to our Future Generation?"


We often hear these jibes from our elders. No, this is not "Generation Gap".

"Then, what is it?"


   Before taking these questions, let's focus on some relevant aspects of a "Youth's Life".

Y do I need to 'Prove' myself every time? Can't I be Normal like U Father? 
Y do I need to 'Explain' everything every time? Can't I remain Calm and Peaceful like U Mother?

U want me to be free of all Addictions and vices. Were U totally 'Pure' Father?
U want me to be the Excel at everything. Can't I be 'Simple' like U Mother?

I'm addicted to Proving myself every time. Now, I want Explanations for everything. Look! What you have made out of me!

What is wrong with me? Are U all Parents and Teachers always right?
Y U people are hell bent on 'Disciplining' me?
FYI I'm not a Criminal.

   I know it is Good to Speak Less and Do More. But, no Hell will Break Loose if I Speak More and Do Nothing. For the time being, I have understood that Music is better than Noise. 

   My aim is not to argue with U people. I'm not seeking any answers from U. Moreover, I don't have any answer to Your 'Queries'.
As I already said, "I'm fed up with Proving and Explaining myself," now will U please 'let' me live like an Ordinary Human Being?


   What's wrong with being Ordinary? I never teased you for not being Extra-Ordinary.
R U people ashamed of youself?

Y should I pretend to be Happy when I'm not?

Y should I accept and respect my Family when they can't accept and respect me the way I am?

Y do U want me to TOP all kinds of TESTs?
Y do U want me to EXPLAIN U everything regarding every Girl / Boy I meet?

Y do U want me to live under constant Compulsion?
Y should my very Existence be always Checked and Explained? Y? I'm not a Slave.

Y can't I do what I wish 2 do?

   I know myself much better than your Friends and Relatives.
Y can't I be a part of the Decisions concerning MY FUTURE?
However, every decision made by the PANEL comprising PARENTS, their FRIENDS and distant RELATIVES is always FINE and MATURE enough.

Whatever I Say or Decide is my FANTASY! Y Y Y???

   Sometimes I wish to Weep loudly, but I can't do that. I sob silently in the bed. But, U still don't know the 'secret' of my wet pillow!

Y can't I be just MYSELF?
R V following a Social CODE?
I want no more Checks and Balances.
I want to get rid of this 'Regulated Life'.
The more I PROVE, the more U TEST. The more I EXPLAIN, the more U SEEK.

   I'm not a Bank Investment or an Insurance Policy!
Y don't U understand this simple fact.
U sent me to a Hostel which I don't like.
Do U want me 2 send U to a Hostel when U R old?
[I'm talking about an ASYLUM for the old.]


Please let me LIVE.

   It is not 'My Problem' that your Pocket is Empty or Your Dreams are Big? I'm Happy with whatever you Gave and Taught me.


Over this period, I have learnt a few things concerning My Existence:

1. The important thing for Living is the desire to Live. So, Start Living.

2. Life needs Oxygen plus a Healthy Body as well as a sound Mind. Marks and Money are certainly not that important.

3. I also discovered that being CONFIDENT and HAPPY from within is more Significant than having more MONEY. It has also dawned upon me that the RIGHT ATTITUDE is preferable to any FAKE PAPER DEGREE.

4. Also, Making People Feel IMPORTANT gives more Satisfaction than Defeating them in a QUIZ or CONTEST. 


   Hence, I have decided to Bail Out. I'm a Free Soul without any Social Pressure, Compulsion or Pomposity. I'm not a Loser. As I already told, I'm more than my Targets, Salary Slip, Luxury Car, House, Status or Paper Degrees from Foreign Universities. I don't want to live under the compulsion of Success. Right now, being Alive and Adding Meaning to my Life the way I want to is the Greatest Success for me.


[P.S.: Breathe In, Breathe Out - that's the Most important thing for Every 'Living' Thing including Parents, Professors, PMs and Presidents.]